By Marlene Hudson
Upon completion of being mentored by Mark Hamilton and reading the heirlooms, I now move into the position of mentor. It is a responsibility and an honor that I accept with grace and gratitude. The remainder of my life is completely dedicated to this purpose. We all have an innate desire to do something great in the world. Mentoring within the Neothink Society puts that desire in perspective as I share with others the valuable integrations I have learned.
The culmination to mentor status causes me to take a square look in the face of the first fifty years of my life, with a brief sad look back yet with the fortitude of moving forward into this new direction, stirring the powerful dual emotion of bittersweet. Bitter that I did not learn these truths long ago, realizing how different my life would have been. Sweet with gratitude to learn them now, creating a power shift in my life that will unfold in the upcoming years.
I knew at a very young age my life was purpose driven. However, I was hijacked from my life and continued through a very sad and disappointing existence strangely similar to the experiences of Miss Annabelle. I kept my focus on the importance of what I do for others (especially my children) rather than myself. It was obvious the fate of my life was somehow at the mercy of others (and they were not merciful). I did not understand how or why this was so, much less realizing my actions could make a difference. Even though in my heart I believed I could make a difference I was consistently reminded, nothing can penetrate the Powers that be. I now know otherwise.
I realize everyone pure in heart suffers in the hands of the anti-civilization. Even the places we go for solace, we find our enviers there. I have known an exceptional level of betrayal and deception from those I have trusted and loved and disappointments as well as physical, mental and emotional punishment and suffering. I have always been very confused by this because people would say you get back what you give. Not so in the Anti-world. The Anti-civilization would tell me I must have done something bad to deserve such bad luck or it must be a karmic debt. I knew in my heart all of this was nonsense and untrue but still did not understand the inner workings of all of this, while people who knew me would seem truly puzzled by the unfortunate occurrences in my life. When I read the heirlooms, I found the missing pieces to the puzzle of my life. Empowered with the truth, I cried, laughed, got angry and scanned every experience of my life through this truth and suddenly everything made sense. I was amazed at finding the truth and explanations for what I held inside of me. I knew there had to be others who live in and for the truth and love. Where are they? Why is it they were not in my life? That is all different now.
The searching I have done all of my life brought me to the Neothink Society
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